Mistakes and BreakThrough!

quiz is gone... now.. the tide is low so more time to relax and refresh...i hope i did my best and get a satisfactory results! =) is gud to have a relaxing week again. and regain the strength to move on~! it's been a while since the last time i post anythg on this blog... so this one is kinda long... haha.. kinda stop myself from addiction of blogging.. i heard some people got addicted that there's no cure for it.. juz like DOTA.. anyway, i stop playing DOTA for 4 months already! xD BREAKTHROUGH!

thgs were quite rush and stuff were kinda uNoRGanIzE as it edges to the last day of my quiz... my room was also kinda messy cuz didnt clean them for about 1 week + already.. XD and clothes lining up to the washing machine~ EW~~~but i wash and clean them already.. well... for the 16/3/09... pls refer to next post... hehe...more details... haha



is almost coming to the end of the sem now and finals will be coming.. i guess this week will be the last "pit stop" for me now... because thgs are going to be more serious this coming weeks.. haiz... hopefully i wont break down even i face a small emotional problem again... =.= gonna be more stronger... ^^ anyway, sometimes life teaches more than just a lesson. it is the experience that counts. ^^ even though most of the time i do mistakes. but i rather do mistakes than lying to myself from the mistakes.. xD but we always tend to lie to ourselves and not accepting the fact that we are not actually doing the right thg... that's y the truth always hurts! =)


well, speaking of mistake... haiz... another black dot in my life... surpose to do PRESENTATION with choe hoe today... and i end up waking up at 8AM when i receive catherine's call!!! immediately.... i know... im SCREWED! unbath, uncombed-hair, unproperly dressed, unready for presentation... without tinking, i get to the auditorium in about 10mins...well, why im late is becuz i slp at about 4am the nite b4 and i was preparing for the presentation as well as completing the PP report... it was a mistake that i shud have done it earlier and manage my time but as i just said, most of the time i do mistakes and the experience that COUNTS! it doesnt matter wat lesson it brings, as long as we know wat we are doing and doing it with the RIGHT reasons and at the RIGHT time with the RIGHT people at the RIGHT place!! (thats wat my dad always tell me!)

Catherine & Felicia :"r u alrite?u can dot he presentation?"
me : gasping for air and lost of direction and abit of dizzy "no.....no... i ... didnt prepare..." (i knew i didnt prepare well so i didnt wanna lie to them, i just tell them the truth... so it will not be kinda memalukan and minus marks when the presentation was done.)

in the end, catherine have to replace me for the presentation. sitting down there... feeling SUPER DUPER GUILTY and DEPRESSED! im SORRY!!! i told myself that this CANNOT REPEAT AGAIN! thoughts and thought going thru my head... banging in between the Blood Brain Barrier and pushing through my Viens~~




WARNING: Ignore this potion if u dun understand it. Please be reminded that the contains are only temporary and does not bring any harmful meanings to others. Please do not try this at HOME!
Here's was goes through my brain :"wat a stupid thg i did... how can i do this?but is not my fault wat.. i slp late becuz of the slides ma.. they send me the slides like this and expect me to do it ma... but i surpose to prepare early... canot blame them.. okok.. not their fault so is my fault.. i shud slp early.. but it seang they all la.. make wat surprise.. until i happy till canot slp... but is not their fault also.. they just wan me to be happy person and to appreciate me during my bday. then is my fault la..i shud prepare earlier. i canot like this la.. is been very embarassing.. how to tel them? i scare they will say about me le... why tink like that, they are my frens ma... but is reli serious.. they will accept nt? i promise to do le wor... i didnt do well.. so is my fault la.. later results come out not gud... HOW?! aiks... catherine they all walking out d... follow... Catherine! CATHERINE!! y no hear me? takan they angry? har? serious? CATHERINE! hey.. sorry ar... juz now... i didnt ... present... i... "is ok." is ok? reli ok? y ok? i mean.. she repeat so many times is ok... reli ok meh? i feel myself not ok..aiks... not their fault la.. everytime is my fault.. i got to be better! i better chg... i nid to chg! I NID A CHANGE!" *the rest is private... hehehehehe




lately, i have been kinda "haunted" by those rumours of me having gf... @@is because "some people" is being spreading wrong news... actually is almost everyone.. @@i duno whether the problem is with me or with everyone... =/ but anyway, is nt true so.. i wont mind about it. well, honestly... and seriously...i will tink that i will be happy and "xin fu" IF i have a gf... but i guess im not ready YET! since the last time i broke up...there are stuff which that are nt ready yet inside my heart... from the past hurts, to the present busy-ness. i just sence that i need time and is been already 4 years but still the impact is there.. Falling in love with someone is like being hit down by a lorry and u will never look the same like u did b4... if u do.. then u're not in love... XD

i just love writing about love and stuff tat me and people around me experience... poems is one of the medium i used to express the feelings and thoughts.. i know im not kinda pro in writing them yet... but i've been reading and learning poem writing.. xD is a SECRET! well, relationship is going to be somethg more than the emotional feeling and physical touch.. i believe is more than being with someone u love... is somethg more than ourselves... ^^ not being prejudice or rude... but when it comes to love relationship, i am more racist and selective.. haha.. i guess everyone hav their own ideal partner or love life. i do have them too~ is whether u accept the TRUTH (just like wat i say) or not.. ^^ i dont mind if i am married to a indian or other races... as long as we love each other and the relationship works out well... but not for now... that's y i am not ready YET! xD perhaps i will! perhaps the love inside....... is hidden! =) ops~~~~ xD the time will come.............

p/s : sorry no pics this round.. = = all long long words and oni my thoughts... i write watever crap is in my mind now... xD kinda early in the morning (3am) now... so... dun blame me if im kinda drunk.. xD hav a nice day~

SadNess

this is a blog just for the morning... haha... sry too long no blog cuz today and tml got quiz... and MONDAY BIOTECH!! ARH!!! 3 quizes in a row... i cant stand it any longer... T_T raining now and feel so slpy... all my hsemates slping oso makes me feel so jealous.... wuwwuwuwwuwu~ ppl slping, im studying. ppl studying, im studying... ppl "pang kang", i still at library studying....JOSHUA! CANOT GIVE UP! +u! ^^ well... get to the point here.... this is a poem i wrote at 4am... hope u like it~

what brings sadness to a happy clown?
but life is always going up and down
everytime i cry, you're always around
but now that i cant hear your sound...

the flash of camera makes the photo clear
but inside your laughter there's a fear
you know one day u will let go of me
letting me go, and set me free

but how can you let go, when i am here?
everyday, you're so near
everytime i see you, i shed a tear
even though you can never be my dear

there's no words that can make u stay
you've left me and gone your way
this sadness i hold, none will understand
how this love comes to end

the dream has pass and now is dawn
the rain is gone, now that i have grown
in my life, everything that i knew
A part of me will always be with you

WHOAH!

wow... its been few days since i blog... erm... kinda lazy these days huh? lolx.. nothing much change... neighbour still blasting the stereos and housemates cat still shit in the toilet... UH! =.=" quizes lor... so no time blogging.... so much to blog, so much to talk.. well... start with sumthg during lab last friday... XD kinda fun though... ^^ i know most of the time i did mistakes during lab... im always doing mistakes like throwing away samples and affecting results, well, experiment are meant to be imperfect but expectation are always to get a PERFECT results. i wont wanna say too much about this cuz later will cause conflict! XD is diff perseption of diff individuals. im owez losing FOCUS in lab and taking thgs very lousely but im always doing my very BEST! =) no doubt, mistakes, no doubt, imperfect results, but im not giving up! i know wat i am capable of! i dont have to bother wat people thinks! as long as i am true to myself... i am who i am! =) well, thx tricia for taking the photos~! =) cheers gurl.... i love all my labmates! all very hardworking and cooperative. but after lab.... I HATE REPORTS!!! ARH!!!! thats another story...

i look quite cacat ~.~ trying to take the excess glyserin out...

these labmates dun wan listen to me la...! pour glyserin on ur head! heheheeh =P

so far now for friday... LOL... well, today went to church again becuz nid to for guitar practise at 3.30pm with andrew... (SIFU!hehehe) i didnt want to join the service again so... drop by piramid early morning at 10am to just see see... walk walk...went to buy "watchmen" ticket... then walk about see people then stop by starbucks curi curi sit.. hehe... study abit of AMT... then moved to PHC site to see see... i found that the place is kinda hidden from the public cuz is underground... but no doubt, PHC 2009 team will do the BEST for this coming event! =) all must come lor!!! PHC is just around the corner! ^^ very soon will be june!

WATCHMEN! wow... nice movie... MUST WATCH! hehe...i know many ppl disagree and say it is kinda lame and long movie but i felt it is suuuuuuppppeeeer nice. i like the way the writer decribe this movie. it is interesting to see that there is many different characters that shows different values... i knw is kinda confusing at the beginning (guess thats y ppl tinks is lame...cuz they canot tahan the front part of it) but it keeps me tinking of WHY, HOW, WHO, WHAT? and slowly, it reviews the secrets in the movie and show different side of the characters (gud or bad). besides, it is diff from normal SUPERHEROES movie cuz it is not so straight forward... kinda indirect and reality (except for Dr Manhanthan and the equipment they use for 1980s). however, it has alot of violence and sex scenes... haha...i like the effects as well, really shows the 1980s feeling and the picture was gud.... high budget movies... memang like this... XD

well... guess thats all now... gtg finish up my report... uh!!! lazy to do.. but still have to finish... and that cat is trying to shit in the toilet again!!! AH!!! i just wash the toilet today!!! T_T stupid cat.... make me feel so bad... ok la.... stop here... CHAOz~ ^^

Quiz day~

"how about another quiz? pharmacokinetic.... how tough can it be?can i do better this sem?come on... believe in urself!" talking to myself in the mirror this morning when my eyes still like micky mouse... =.=" waking up after 3 hours slp again... cant wait for another quiz~ then when waiting in front of the exam hall, sooooo excited and nervous... keep asking ppl ques and hoping to finish up everythg... reading as much as i can, as fast as i can.... everybody go in liao! run in, breathing fast, mind fresh but abit tired (lucky got caffeine)... get the ques, prayed a short prayer but macam orang gila... finish the MCQ juz in 10mins... i was doing too fast until i didnt stop n tink... until when i come to SAQ, i stopped.... and i tot again... "i must calm down... read again carefully..." doing back MCQ, lucky i found out some mistakes... then cont with SAQ... the paper was ok... only that i did correctly for the sigmoid method but i CHANGED THE ANSWER!!! = =" juz becuz i DOUBTED! i lost CONFIDENCE! ARH!!!!! i cant be like this for finals... is going to KILL me..!! i have to change... i nid to practice more... i guess.. nid to be 200% more prepared..

today studied in library ... at least done some parts of PRP physio le.. but still got alot to go~ haiz... pushing!! PUSH! PUSH!! PUSH!!! ok la... time to go le... time to push le... time to be more alert and study~ im on my way... im on the road to be someone i wanna be...


i wonder today,
if it never comes my way,
what would i do and say?
will it just go away?

even if it fades
all the things that i've made
everything i do
its simply just for you

the eyes i see, the truth inside
the person i'll be with hands open wide

i cut myself into piece for you to see
inside of me, there's nothing that's not me
i, me, everything is only me
being me... is where only i can be

to you, its only me...
for you and only you
forever i will be
the one who love you

On the Relient K HEAT!

guys, here are some of my favourite songs from RELIENT K~! one of my favourite band now... thx lyN~ (my lovely sis) hehehehehehehe....u wont regret listening to their songs... ^^

~EnJoy~

MONDAY BIRTHDAYS!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RONG RONG and KERLI!!! LOL...

Specially to.... KER LI, great to know a gud fren like her... she is like "dai ka jie" to me... my gpmate since the 1st sem... haha... so many experience... always kena her marah... but everytime she still so gud... hehe.. borrow me her report n copy until during organic 2 time, kena ms wong say plagarism... haha... then i from tat day on, i do my own report d... haha.. so paiseh to her... mafan her le.. haiz... sorry my dear friend...T_T i know wrong le... but now i reli do my own report le... but sometimes still got abit copy copy la.. =P, she sumore give me so many movie and drama... haha... everytime in lab (if got time) will listen to her tell story about the drama and movie.. ^^ she always got her opinion and idea about the characters and storyline~ ^^ amazing... that's my labmate~!! ^^ the rest about her.... u have to find out urself dy.. keke.. tell too much later kena her say pulak.. =X keke... but amazing to have a labmate like her... ^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

specially to rong rong!!!! yeah! sorry yea... didnt make it to the dinner with u guys cuz i have to finish up some of the stuff i have to do at home.. haiz... but i really really hope u have a very very BLESSED BIRTHDAY!!!! ^^ she is a cute gurl... blessed with nice smiles and friendly voice... ^^ im nt exagerating... she is really a blessing to me and to the W13 people... more we could ever understand about her is more that we could be blessed by her presence... just her presence will light up the whole cell gp dy... we miss u le~~~ keke... ok la... dun say too much oso.. later let her "lecture" me le... kekee... all the best in the coming years and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

to both, GOD BLESS!!! have a nice n blessed birthday!!!! =)

Late nite tues~

is wat i say the days just go on without me realising... is already QUIZ!!!! hehe... actually last 2 weeks already got aceptic quiz but.... today is MORAL! well... kinda funny cuz the part i study didnt reli come out.. aduih.. some one give me wrong info~~~ T_T but anyway, study oso duno how to answer de la.. is kinda tricky la.. in the sence, i wont say is hard... haha.. cuz i tink is "ANSWERABLE" anyway, wake up so early.. oni slp 3+++ hrs... haha.. cuz finishing up AMT assignment... huhU~.... anyway.. thats another story. well, didnt reli pay much attention cuz was kinda bluuurrrr with the ques. aduih... i know is bad but i manage to finish it like the others... XD but seriously.... i tink i wont do this for finals already.. is killing me... LMAO... but i wil do better for finals.. ^.^

then canot tahan oledi..!! pass paper to sing siang in library, take breakfast with jonanthan n kah kit in ESSO (HUNGRY! cuz last nite eat too little..=.=") terus balik tidur.... @@ my eyes was like a mouse... @@ seriously.. i could oni see bluuuury thgs... even in MORAL quiz... i barely can read all the words in the paper... haiz.. well... but stil manage to finish it.. YEAH~... hehe.. then during lab... we are LAST AGAIN!!!! aduih.. not blaming our gpmates but again.... we unlucky to get the machine cuz have 5 gps to start the experiment while another 5 gp have to wait for their turns.... haiz...pathetic rite? we pay sooooo much to USCI but the equipment is still not enuf... haiz....FINE! but anyway, i was didnt upset at all!!! having a FUN TIME!! Huhu~.. just feel the happiness doing the experiment... although it was kinda booooring~~~~ UH! the PH!! THE PH!!!! NAOH!!! HCL!!! NONO.... =.= so hard to caliberate and stufff.... ARH!!! who invented these thgs ar.... !!!! anyway, we didnt finish last!!! yeah!!!!! cuz me, tasha n shereen were like CREAZIE~~~ huhu... so fast and GANAS!!! haha... until the spectrophotometer oso scare us! haha... sure will rmb the 2 members forever... so fun~... then LUCKY got kah kit!!! fetch me back through the heavy rain! then makan at alibaba met kuen n eli~ get to know some story also... well, eli, serious!!! get a bf may help u and if u nid anythg, i can help la.. but see condition la.. sometimes i very hard to persuade oso one... XD (chewah macam orang penting saje... =P) joking joking~ ^^ must take care lor... as a fren, we shud share our burden... anytime i would like to help de...

didnt even rest 5 mins... go church d... but my body was sooooooo tired oledi... WORN!!!! but duno y... got reserved energy left, still can sing song on the way n when enter the church... WOW... the spirit just lifted up!!! may be is becuz hendra's leading worship... specially SEMANGAT!!! haha.. cuz he's my cell leader ma.. must support k! my cell leader so geng k? he is my best leader! HENDRA! *all the gurls screams~~ everyone cheering~~ keke... no la.. bt jst as i lift my hand... my body tiredness was totally gone... !!!! huhu~ i feel like i can run a marathon again! ^^ reli amazing.... so totally hav great experience.. and knew a new fren... PIRES! haha... "WEN DE" (chinese name) new member in church! wow... then, P&W team celebrated SU MIN and JACOB's BIRTHDAY!! happy birthday guys!!! lolx... simple but warm celebration... haha... especially with the jacob blowing the candle n cutting cake... haha!! i love the team! =) make my day! haha...

after went to makan (actually i didnt makan... talked to Daniel, was waiting for eddie) then balik.... is when i get on the car, put on my phones... im on my own world again~ ^^ as usual... music>>>>joshua<<<<<music... ^^ if u know wat i mean~ the rest is... PRIVATE wakakakaakak... if u understand.. then u understand me~ ^^ ENJOY! everythg that is gud comes from the heart... ^^ gonna study now... huhu~ thats all for the day~ the late nite tuesday on a tuesday nite~



how u make my day
even though sometimes i couldnot understand...
the life i had wasnt perfect.
could it be someone from somewhere?
sentences would not be perfect,
even feelings couldnt be perfect.
but this is how u make my day...

love n life couldnt be more seperated
my life is my love with u
there is nothing much more that i can expect
wouldnt it be more perfect?
wouldnt it be more than i could expect?
i love u always
always i love u
^^

New U-TUBE Vid for view..

ok. i know this video is been for a while.. bt i keep listening to it cuz is kinda fun watching n listening to this guy playing guitar.. he can be as fast as a bumble... hehe... juz watch~ hehe... ^^ enjoy~ XD





and also.. some of his funny videos... hehe

Belated blog... saturday~ =.=

ok.. i know is kinda late for me to blog about saturday cuz now in TUESDAY! =.=" erm.. but well.. i just have to talk about it.. haha... actually im toking to myself.. anyway, i skipped Biotech tutorial class.. xD haha.. actually i woke up oledi... and i can make it for class but i duno y i just tell myself "is ok la.. still got time. slp for 5 MINS..." manatau... when i wake up it was 10.30.. then i was soooooo emo oledi... =.= i couldnt stand it cuz i oni slpt for 2 hours trying to finish up the biotech assignment and tutorials.. (but i didnt finish her tutorials actually...haha gud thg i didnt enter her clas too =P) but, anyway, felt bad not entering class u know.. is like so important b4 exam.. but i stll skip.. ARH!! nvm.. i will try to wake up early even on saturdays for class next time... i wil try nt to skip anymore... ><

then... met up with Nick, Ragesh, Thomas, Chit Chek and Wan nah for dance practise... LMAO... im surpose to dance shuffle for the Pharm nite! = = but i reli didnt know i have to learn breakdance as well... arh.. actually i learn abit for last year EMERGE b4.. cuz michael ( my dance performance partner!!) taught me... XD but well... didnt have a gud time dancing cuz i was having stomachache and just wake up.. thgs were like so bluuuuurrrr to me... (normal la...) anyway, it was fun la, though i had a muscle aching time after that... AH!!.. but i told ragesh that i wont be joining the team la cuz PHC is quite tough for me... i will onli b performing shuffle if they nid me.. ^^

then rush back to chg n bath cuz nid to look nice for SUNWAY! yeah~ hehe.. today not going to church with van cuz gonna watch CHUN LI~ with the guys~ huhu~ b4 the movie, we went to see the venue for our PHC.. huhu~ (see pics below) well.. ok la.. but i still is kinda sad cuz our place is underground.. i stil tink last year place was better even though this year we got a bigger place... hehe.. but anyway, dun give up! PHC IS COMING!! 5,6,7 JUNE!!! ALL COME!!!! COME COME COME!!!!!!!! hehe...

ok la.. the movie.. but abit werid choosing kristen kreuk.. hehe.. i tink shud chooose a gurl which is true asian chinese.. hehe, her cantonese n chinese oso weird weird one.. hehe... but she is a pretty gurl lor... hehe..

Street fighter :legend of chun li... kristen kreuk leng lur~~ XD

This is before PHC... hehe... we shall wait for after......

then.... after a long day... after church, we went to orange to celebrate MEI CHER's BIRTHDAY!~ huhu~~~~ lolx... kinda fun and simple... but great to have a member's bday... haha... usually cut cake, sing song.... wish, prayer... haha.. we had fun though... ^^ was a fun day.. and long... and.... tiring... balik... tidur until....................................... canot wake up~~~~~~~~~~ ^^

Happy 22th Birthday, MEI CHER!!!! =)

finish liao... balik~~~~ huhu~~~

May the FORCE be with U!!!

one of my favourites in U-tubes.. xD enjoy watching.... i always watch to it when i feel dull or when i cant slp... haha... makes me feel nice... "MAY THE FORCE BE WITH U!!!!"

7 hours slp?!!

another stressful.... non stoping dy... @@ haiz... everyday is like this..... until i reli canot tahan oledi....luckily this week dun have PP lab...HURRAY!!! this morning woke up late cuz only slp 2 hrs after discussing biotech with members... 2pm balik... happy happy...^^ took the chance to slp... ZzzzzZZZzZzZzZZzzZzzZ...

"auntie, kampung fried rice big one with egg + COKE"

Mana tau... haiz... then i suddenly wake up, i so scare.. i rmb i wake up few times b4 that... but i cant rmb wat happen... like i wake up n slp for few days le... i tot i slp until 5 days le... i was sooooo scared... i didnt know wat or where i was... is like "WHERE AM I?HELP!!!" *macam small boy.... then i crawl to the computer with unopen eyes.. "hey it seang...." replies "hey" still bluuuurrrr "wan go eat?" it seang, "eat liao... so late d".. tinking it seang is trying to fool me....tot he wan ffk me... look at the phone... "WTFF!!! is 9PM!" i know sumthg was wrong.... i went to wash my face n found my face was swelling and look like i dun have enuf fluid... and i look so pale n tired... OMG.... =.= so scary...after that, i get sumthg to eat n msn a while then i was ok.... haiz...

then after that, problems start to come le... haiz... BIOTECH TUTORIALS!!! ASSIGNMENTS!!! and 1 more... i nw got problem with my financial.... reli pissed me off... NO MONEY AH!!! no money = no food = brain malfunction = unproductive... no money reli canot do anythg... so decided to eat maggi at home... and dun wan go out cuz of my tiring facelook..@@

no mood to eat... but still finish my maggi.. LOL~

well... gonna do my biotech now... no matter wat.. i have to finish them... haiz.. still got AMT ASSIGNMENT in my head calling me...scary~~ better go 1st la... chaoz... blog later.. xD

Finally~

Finally, i m now able to blog again...wohoo~~~ but is already 4.37am... @@ lolx after finish PP report, AMT tutorials and some studies... phew... what a tiring day... now kinda bluuuurrrrr and totally wear out... duno whether tml can wake up or not... haha... well, im still happy and glad that i used up this day productively.. haha... though still im doing things pretty slow.. @@ i nid to buck up man!

few things came through my mind today... one of them is that how much i have done during this sem... im reli feeling proud of myself now since the beginning of the sem... even though i didnt reli get the chance to study yet... cuz of the assignments and reports... =.= but im glad that each day just another encouragement to me... each day past by and the energy just keeps coming and coming... i guess this is wat they called PASSION... hehe this is actually wat hendra preech about this evening... the word "PASSION" in greek, is the word "HEART", Where the PASSION comes from, where is the HEART will be... Colossians 3.23 : "whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men." i guess this is such as great encouragement for me to continue to finish this race in Pharmacy... but there is 6 passion killers...

1. Unbalance schedule ... some people will overwork... or some underwork... this will cause the PASSION in someone to be dried up... when you over work.. it is called comparssion fatique... u will lose the drive inside and in the end give up...

2. an unused talent... some people just dont show them or oni show to themselves... is not about boasting those talents but is about using those talents to serve others and giving others encouragement to have that talent... Jesus says about the parable that the servant that burried his talent will be taken away from him while the other servant who have the talents with different proportion uses their talents to multiply talents... i have always believe in this... and keep multiplying... is great to learn new thgs like how to shuffle, how to sing acapella... (though i sux) xD

3. an unconfessed SIN! Psalm 38:4 and 6 *sorry cant remember the points... @@ can someone help me?
we're not made to live with guilt.

4. an resolved conflict... LOL.. this one i remember... everyday we will face conflict but it depends on how u face it... some people have this habit of saying "is ok la... small matter" but these matters accumulates and in the end when they canot tahan, they will just blast it out or gossip about it... we nid forgiveness... but rmb... forgiveness comes with FORGET.. we must forgive and FORGET.. ^^ u cant control the conflict but u can control the WORDS you have... Proverbs 21:23 "whoever guard his mouth and tongue, keeps his sould from troubles."

5. an unsupported lifestyle

somepeople just stop coming to church and slowly draw back from membership this is because everytime they skip church... they tell themselves"is ok" but actually they are moving away... however, the Bible says that 2 people are better off than one, for they can help each other succeed. if one person falls, the other can reach out and help. but someone who falls alone is in real trouble. Ecclesiastes 4:9-10. how important is fren is... and how important is to have a fellowship... it will not oni encourage each other but strengthen the relationship and build up each other.

6. an unclear purpose... when u dont know where u are heading.. the PASSION inside will just burn up... if you'rs only living for urself, is not going to be passionate... that i tink is called selfishness... we are all made to help each other... even since adam and eve... we are made to help each other in order to live... man cannot depend on themselves but needs to depend on others. we need a cause greater than ourselves... this will give us a meaning to live... a purpose... a goal... a reason to live...

ok la.. i tink im too tired to blog now...is already 5.09am... =.=" guess thats all... my mind cant even think of anythg... better slp la... cont tml.. bb~

Common Cold MYTHS!

suddenly felt so enthusiastic about this topic... LOL well... im actually writing an article about it.. not very gud in writing la actually but... haha.. wanna learn some skill of writing... so...try try lor.. and surpose to pass it up to poh xuan ytd.... xD sorry late... will pass to u today k? cuz there are some facts which are not proven, so took me some time just to find out and comfirm about them.. anyway, is COMMON COLD... ^^ i just had it last week.. =.=" is so common that even some times we dont even bother to care about it.. well... now there is some facts and myth to consider...

Common Cold or Flu (acute coryza)
Medical Myths!!

1. Weather can causes us to have common cold or flu, Myth or Fact?
MYTH. Studies have been done showing that people who stay in the cold weather country have same average numbers of people having flu as the people staying in hot weather country. there are some seasons of flu is because of the exposure of the normal person to a sick person. This may be due to closer contact with people in a close room or area with common cold is more frequent for a normal person during the cold weather.

2. Taking antibiotics cures my flu, myth or fact?
MYTH. antibiotics is to kill bacteria but flu is caused by virus. it do not help to cure the flu. However, antibiotics can be used to treat the complications of the common cold, such as bronchitis, sinusitis, but these complications are rare. Overuse of these antibiotics will not only lead to bacteria resistance but also kills the health bacterias in the body.

3. Does taking vitamin C helps in my flu, myth or fact?
high doses of vitamins can help to increase the body's immune system but until today, it is still not proven that it can cure common cold. Linus Pauling a nobel price winner found out that taking 1-5g of vitamins per day can help prevent common cold and 15g per day can help cure common cold. However, taking vitamins is just an indirect approach to cure common cold, until today, there is no prove that vitamins can cure common cold. in fact, taking high doses of vitamins may cause toxicity to the body such as diarrhea.

4. Feed a cold; starve a fever, a myth or a fact?
MYTH. forcing urself to eat alot does not helps the body to fight the flu. indirectly it will increase the body's immune system but it will not cure the flu. It is very important to get hydrated and drink sufficient amount of water to keep the body in good conditions because the body will lose a lot of fluid when infected.

5. Hot chicken soup, hot fluids help my flu condition, myth or fact?
FACT. It may temporarily relieve symptoms of congestions but it is not effective. the hot steam or the fluid will ease the condition of the infection by clearing the nasal cavity.

well... i tink thats all... hope this info is helping u guys.. will update u guys later... gtg for class now... leave a comment and thanks for reading.. ;)

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erm.. how to describe my day? its being like bullet train for me... and week 7 is coming... the worst part is that QUIZES are here! sadnya... still havent reli finish 1 subject... haiz... everyday facing that stupid pc tiping my report makes my eyes bluuuur... plus, my house got this stupid CAT that nw starting to SHIT in the toilet where i BATH!!! reli unhygenic... canot tahan with it... STINK WORST THAN DOG SHIT and SOOOOOO MANY SUMORE!!! i have to clean it everytime... ARH~!!!! touch le oso wanna vomit.... = =

kinda rush to finish up PRP report and going 4 aceptic lab... @@ well, in the end still feel worth the run and wake up early to complete it.. but i skipped Moral.. =P abit regret it.. but no choice..@@ slp is kinda important for me now.. T_T without slp, i will be worst than zombiieessss.. @@

Aceptic lab... kinda bluuuuurrrrr cuz dun reli have enuf slp (slp oni 3 hours...) zZ ZzZZZzz nearly fainted in the clean room actually while doing that aceptic techniques.. @@ the room was sooooo small so i was kinda suffocated when i was in there... plus, the table was actually quite low for me, so i have to bend down and the cupboard for the airflow was kinda low.. i have to half bend like an old man... lucky i manage to finish it quickly and went out...anyway, the lab today was ok... lucky still able to think properly for the unknown... phew... ;) hopefully can get marks... cuz when completing the product n Rx, i was not concentrating... looking and other ppl... haha..anyway, kinda tired after lab~

but in the end, get some rest in the library after the lab... xD (memang lazy ppl go library is a miracle)

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well... perhaps i should start some new hobbies... this coming year seems reli diff for me... somehow... i felt like i had changed alot from the pass... not reli that much but in the progress... ^^ however, is kinda long time since my last blog... so... dun reli have much stuff to describe now.. gonna finish up my PRP report (ARH!!! HATE U, PRP! waste my whole weekend.... =.=") , poh xuan's article and do abit of aceptic tutorials... continue blogging later... hehe... chaos~

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