At the edge

Sometimes is quite hard to pre-determine where you are going. like wat keith said last weekend, we should predetermine our action. PLAN AHEAD!

planning ahead is still quite a challenge for me. i would be slow in decision making as i would prefer to think few times and taking some advices before stepping out. i tink sometimes is wise to do that when thgs are not in urgent need. when time comes of urgency and important, we would have to take the step of faith out. just like peter walking stepping out of the boat into the sea without even sitting down n considerate. he JUST DO IT! perhaps standing at the edges sometimes makes us tink twice before moving into the uncomfort zone. nobody likes the uncomfort zone. neither do i. but it is when you're in that zone, u will shine.

it's being a terrible month for me, as thgs are just heating up. i would say "is just the beginning". THE BEST IS YET TO COME! huhu~ sounds crazy huh? how can i manage? well, im not pretty sure at this point. but i believe He can bring me through.

It's hard to believe sometimes when someone is not being accountable. Accountability is so much important. i learn this alot through out the previous years. however, accountability has it's own limit as well. trust will come it's way. like wat keith says "if u have problem with it, then fix it!"trusting someone is not that easy. it takes time especially for me. i would pour my thoughts to u but you may not even trust wat i say because i believe trust is so much important than just saying "trust me".

i reli hope u would understand this. i know its not being easy but i wish that trust will come it's way. being accountable is as important as it's trust. i trust you as well as being accountable. will you?

time is passing really fast. got to go for another session of class and lecture... alrite... gogogo! until next time... chaoz~