Finally~

Finally, i m now able to blog again...wohoo~~~ but is already 4.37am... @@ lolx after finish PP report, AMT tutorials and some studies... phew... what a tiring day... now kinda bluuuurrrrr and totally wear out... duno whether tml can wake up or not... haha... well, im still happy and glad that i used up this day productively.. haha... though still im doing things pretty slow.. @@ i nid to buck up man!

few things came through my mind today... one of them is that how much i have done during this sem... im reli feeling proud of myself now since the beginning of the sem... even though i didnt reli get the chance to study yet... cuz of the assignments and reports... =.= but im glad that each day just another encouragement to me... each day past by and the energy just keeps coming and coming... i guess this is wat they called PASSION... hehe this is actually wat hendra preech about this evening... the word "PASSION" in greek, is the word "HEART", Where the PASSION comes from, where is the HEART will be... Colossians 3.23 : "whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men." i guess this is such as great encouragement for me to continue to finish this race in Pharmacy... but there is 6 passion killers...

1. Unbalance schedule ... some people will overwork... or some underwork... this will cause the PASSION in someone to be dried up... when you over work.. it is called comparssion fatique... u will lose the drive inside and in the end give up...

2. an unused talent... some people just dont show them or oni show to themselves... is not about boasting those talents but is about using those talents to serve others and giving others encouragement to have that talent... Jesus says about the parable that the servant that burried his talent will be taken away from him while the other servant who have the talents with different proportion uses their talents to multiply talents... i have always believe in this... and keep multiplying... is great to learn new thgs like how to shuffle, how to sing acapella... (though i sux) xD

3. an unconfessed SIN! Psalm 38:4 and 6 *sorry cant remember the points... @@ can someone help me?
we're not made to live with guilt.

4. an resolved conflict... LOL.. this one i remember... everyday we will face conflict but it depends on how u face it... some people have this habit of saying "is ok la... small matter" but these matters accumulates and in the end when they canot tahan, they will just blast it out or gossip about it... we nid forgiveness... but rmb... forgiveness comes with FORGET.. we must forgive and FORGET.. ^^ u cant control the conflict but u can control the WORDS you have... Proverbs 21:23 "whoever guard his mouth and tongue, keeps his sould from troubles."

5. an unsupported lifestyle

somepeople just stop coming to church and slowly draw back from membership this is because everytime they skip church... they tell themselves"is ok" but actually they are moving away... however, the Bible says that 2 people are better off than one, for they can help each other succeed. if one person falls, the other can reach out and help. but someone who falls alone is in real trouble. Ecclesiastes 4:9-10. how important is fren is... and how important is to have a fellowship... it will not oni encourage each other but strengthen the relationship and build up each other.

6. an unclear purpose... when u dont know where u are heading.. the PASSION inside will just burn up... if you'rs only living for urself, is not going to be passionate... that i tink is called selfishness... we are all made to help each other... even since adam and eve... we are made to help each other in order to live... man cannot depend on themselves but needs to depend on others. we need a cause greater than ourselves... this will give us a meaning to live... a purpose... a goal... a reason to live...

ok la.. i tink im too tired to blog now...is already 5.09am... =.=" guess thats all... my mind cant even think of anythg... better slp la... cont tml.. bb~