Boss round

2nd round with the boss was over... the battle was terrible... i nearly fainted at the field... it was fussy and frustrating... i know many of my war-members were hurt, i pray that they would get enough rest and healing to prepare for coming monday.

this battle was not easy. as i would have to struggle and wait patiently in the quarantine area while other war-members are in the field or "the garden" (describe by mr jony). many of them suffered coming out from the field... but some remain calm and relax...

while we were quarantine... my nerves was 110% up to my brain and down to my very toes... i could not feel my fingers and legs... i can feel my lips are numb... i was worried, anxious and scared that i was not prepared enough... "what if i was not prepared enough, wat if i make stupid mistakes...."

the moment i enter the field... i know i have no time to tink about anything more... and focus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whispering the prayers in my heart and walking towards the table.........

i open the ques and didnt stop thinking and doing the ques... i wrote about 1 page of incompatibilities and dr yeong sign about 10 times for me... and in the end... i got the correct signature which is 250 microgram per dose... all i know that i have to finish the prescribtion already because i was 20minutes behind time... i did my best and finish 1 and half of the both prescription... i was proud and satisfied... even though my answer could be wrong or inaccurate... but i believe i do what i should do already and i have done my very best to answer the ques with all the knowledge i had..... the rest... is up to God now...

leaving the field... we went back camp and rest... and took a trip to the Holy Place (CHC) again... this time, the van was not on time and was 1 hour late... me, ray and eny waited for quite long and finally our angel, GiGi! with his car, 4 of us including pek lin was able to go to church... we were blessed to have him and able to accompany him... it was a answered prayer! this was all God's plan... blessed...

we missed worship but Ps Pat was great... i was blessed that even though we are late but we stil manage to sit in the auditorium although it was squizy but.. im blessed again...

a topic on "secret of relationship"... the whole sermon i was laughing non-stop... he is good... and one of the things that he said that inspire me is the 4 phases of man and 4 phases of woman

4 phases of man :

1. King - every man was to be the dominator... he wants to rule... this is to show his authority... not that he wants to be someone great but he was to have a dominion of his own.. and this is not democracy
2. Warrior - every man will fight for something... a trophy, a car, a prize... but every man should not fight with his wife... this is because he should fight FOR his wife... and wife should not fight with their husband... let him be the action... he has the way... let him!
3. Fool - well... i agree with that because sometimes guys really do stupid stuff... so is david.. dancing around with his underpants... uh! i wont do that bt sometimes i do stupid stuff like drawing circles at the corner and singing out like nobody's business.... forgive me...
4. Boy - this happens to be sometimes.. haha.. "when is he gonna grow up?! can he be more mature?" NEVER!!! well, nature of man...

it gets more interesting.... woman!

4 phases of woman :

1. Queen : every woman wants to be crown as prom queen or watever queen.... they just wants to have that attention or to be loved... cherish....
2. Lover : the romance in a woman is owez flowing... they are beings with emotions and the feeling inside is always on...
3. mother : no matter wat they will always be the mother of nature.. wahaha... i code that... LOL... well, very simple... example : when a woman saw a cute kitten... they will keep it and sayang it like a mother... well... womans... dont be a mother to ur husband... they dont nid another mother to tell them "have u eaten?" "do u need a rest?" "are u full?" well, when a mother see her son treated by his wife like a mother.... there's where the mother in law fight comes... haha
4. witch.... !! hm... i dont have to explain this much le bah... i gues... we all understand the witch!!.. haha...

We always expect the man to love the wife like the christ love the church BUT the man love his wife in correction with the love of chirst to the church with disciplines....

Love unconditionally... but for everyman... there is a RESPECT.. and respect is with conditions... girls sometimes do not understand this point and disrespect a guy that she can oni tink that "why he dont love me one?" but actually to a guy... respect is much more than just feelings... if we withhold the love... and couldnot love.. then a woman will not be able to show respect for the man and the man will withhold the love towards the woman... is a CIRCLE! =)

i like the last story he told before he ended... it is about a manwho find wives for people... and 1 day he found out that he actually is stil single.. so he look for a rich family guy with 7 beautiful daughters and 1 of them is less beautiful and less talented.. but the other 6 was taken oledi.. so the rich man say.. nvm la.. u pay 1/3 of the dowry is enough.. but the man pay full dowry.... and they get married...

after few years, one of his frens come and visit him and ask him how many wives u have already.... because in their culture they can mary many wives but then he say i only got 1... and is the 1st one i marry... the guy say u can tahan meh? that one is not pretty one.. but then the guy tell him that he has paid the full dowry which is 2 times the dowry that was set for her and she is the prettiest among the all... that is the worth of her... is the same as Christ paid the prize for us.. we didnt worth that much but he paid more than what we worth...

well, i guess i should stop here now... the time is almost 3am... another 4 hours the sun is coming up... and tml we will need to do more exercise and training.... monday will be soon coming.. and the next boss is coming... until then... CHAOS!!